Wednesday, May 31, 2006

.....its not that i dont understand


I do understand your problems and your responsibilities towards your family, friends and your work… The problems you face because of your stupid friends not all but some are definitely stupid and I don’t understand why do u make such friends who do not understand you (oh I know now u will say nobody understands me…but here I mean not even understand your feelings), your work, time constraints and everything but listen to my side of this…

You actually came as THE Light in my life… You have made me understood many things in life… one of the many reasons I’m attached to you and so concerned… When we met I don’t know for what reason you said that you want to be my brother… it was ok with me but I didn’t knew that I would be glad about it later…
I was just happy actually more than happy to have found you from Orkut…

My family is used to this, as my brother making business… as I don’t have a real brother I used to feel the absence and make brothers in school in my locality and everywhere… but somehow I found that brother in you… So I decided to tell them about my new brother… as usual they were fine with it. I used to talk about you with my friends, they were getting possessive about me and they also got bugged with your attitude for certain things. 1 year a few months had passed you decided to come to Bombay before leaving for America rather before leaving the country for 2 years… I was happy beyond limits I told my friends and family about this. I was thinking of what gift to buy was making plans of what can I cook for you… Menu was decided, you gift well I was learning how to sketch and I was preparing your sketch to gift it to you…the schedule was made for the days you were visitng me

Mom and dad were glad to receive you as a guest… but then dad also made plans for taking us out so the dates were clashing… you were coming on 3rd and 4th of June and dad had also planned for the same dates…I fought with mom and dad both that you are leaving the country for 2 years we can go next time, rather the next weekend, had my eyes swollen crying for almost 2 hours (btw have got an infection due to that crying)… Mom had also invited you she said as I have invited I got to stay back, so myself and my mom had decided to stay back whereas dad wanted to enjoy the weekend with his friends… So all was set… dad was also pretty much ok with everything…

Next day had made plans for watching The Davinci Code… 15 mins had passed the movie was on… I was deciding to tell Arti about the fight that I had with mom and dad about your arrival… and my phone beeps… I had received a message which read… “I am leaving India on third afternoon. I won’t be able to come to Mumbai. Will call you in the evening.”



3 comments:

kowsik said...

so K didn't turn up???? That was sad, hope he can make it soon!

Distracted_me said...

mere human beings are we.
we are obliged when (H)e is
in contact with us...

(H)is Spiritual Highness is much above the puny level of fulfilling people's expectation

kowsik said...

I refuse to see the sarcasm (at my own peril, I know) and wondering if K will take me in a disciple :)

btw Kboy is resigned to his immortality