I was so new to net, someone had asked me to download songs from Kazaa. I met him through Kazaa, he said a hi, we talked for a while and then exhanged our YM ids. He was super cool about everything. I liked him a lot, he was so kind and so good. He also gave me suggestions, advices about different issues but I take suggestions from many people and at the end do what I feel is the best newayz.....
So this special friend we used to chat for hours in the night something from 11-2 or 10-1, 2 to 3 hours was the time he used to give me and which i was getting very accustomed to. Again these timings used to change according to his net hours, which used to bug me sometimes but all that was fine. We used to share our personal problems, our daily gags, jokes, shared the smallest details of everyday life, nething with each other and he was becoming one of the best buddies that i have ever had.
As time passed, god knows what, he didnt like chatting nemore. His studies were more important, now thats not the point, ok fine i udnerstand studing is important and the main aim in once life, and at the age of 21 ofcourse it should b and i appreciate that. Giving CAT is not an easy job, it requires a lot of hard work, these studies went on for 1 and a 1/2 years. During which, he made all sorts of promise of mailing me regularly, keeping in touch through phone. He used to be online on YM I could bloody well see it, but he didnt have the time nor ne interest in chatting. We stopped sharing the minute details of our lifes, we were almost not in touch. Just few minutes ago he was couting the no. of times we had a chat for more than 5 mins ;)). Ohhh we chatted for 30 mins, hmmm he points out 4 days in two months where we did have a chat for more than 5 mins. i was so so amazed.
He has a sister, even they dont chat for long but they share and maintain the same relationship. hmmm good point I think I function in a different way. times when we shared small details of everything and then theres a sudden gap where u dont converse at all u dont know what the other is doing and still expect the same to go on. im not even suppose to complain about it. I still have the same feeling though, i really take him as a very good friend and i miss him too, have to b ok with it now, but im really not ok also i dislike it, but then sometimes things just happen. Happened for good i think, if he would have been close as he was I wouldnt have met 2 important persons in my life. i dont know where these relationships will go, will they flower or meet the end (meet the end, i wont like it to be that way but just in case if it happens. will try my best to come against the end though) but they have been a part of my life and i will cherish the memories forever.
